I can tell you... the little voices in my head are saying, "They are going to laugh at you!"
They are strong.
They can be overwhelming.
Though I am by myself right now, I feel embarrassed and humiliated. I know this is not what you expect me to say. I am just speaking my truth. I hope if there is another writer out there that thinks they are the only one that feels this... they are not alone.
I am incredibly grateful to have the opportunity to send this agency my work. My positive thoughts will eventually quiet my negative thoughts. It will pass, it always does. Believe me. Though I want to hide away, I will make another baby step forward into the future I want to create.
Wish me luck...
No comments:
Post a Comment